Trying to better myself.
Saturday, January 19, 2013
So I'm trying to better myself and get to the place where I've always wanted, strived to be. To get over the working out hump where it doesn't feel so much like a chore and actually feels fun. I just had a baby almost 5 months ago and I want to get into good shape so I can be proud of myself. A lot of people call hot Mom's MILFS but I don't even feel very hot right now body wise yes I'm not like 300lbs but I'm not in shape either. I know it takes time but I want to get there.
I'm starting to hate excuses because I use them all the time about why I don't work out but here's one. I have been sick and it turned into bronchitis which is even worse by the fact that I'm a asthmatic also. I was in the ER for 3 hrs 2 days ago and now I'm on some good medicine to kick this bronchitis's Butt. So Hopefully I'll feel better soon. We're lucky enough to have great parents who have taken the baby so I can get better and rest. This medicine is awesome but it makes me dizzy so I'm a little disoriented at times so not to umm graceful I guess (lost as to the other word I was thinking of...Brain Fart...). I miss my Baby like crazy though. I have been wondering what she has been doing and if she has started doing any new things. She's my baby she's my buddy just like I'm my Mom's buddy too we're two pea's in a pod we're like a box of chocolates you never know what your going to get with us (I know a Forest Gump line I Love That Movie it never gets old).
I hope that when I get better I go back to the gym for a hour to a couple hours a day and do my workout dvd's at home and walk and such too that's my mission that's what I want that's what I strive to do. I have mostly everything ready to help me accomplish that. Now I just have to HAKUNA MATADA and just do it. Today I did make a protein shake instead of having oatmeal I have had a fear of having cereal with milk because of the bronchitis and I can't eat dry cereal so I'm limited although I am going to start eating my Yogurt, Cottage cheese and cheese because I don't want them to go to waste like my milk did buh hum bug. But anyway my protein shake had plain Greek yogurt, Berries, whey protein and orange juice in it and I blended it with my Magic Bullet(Gosh I love that thing). I can do this I can do this I can do this.