Friday, January 18, 2013
so yesterday was my birthday and i had a chance to hit up one of my former all time favorite places to eat. the all you can eat foodgasm that is the sirloin stockade. and i didn't. instead i had a low calorie day because i had a massive dose of salad the night before.. and not exactly the healthy kind. it was fat free ranch..but it was way too much. and way too much cheese. so it was a guilt make up day yesterday. i didn't really give the trip to the restaurant a third thought.. i'd be lying if i said i didn't think about going. don't get me wrong.. i still LOVE food. i still enjoy the foods i like, and yes, sometimes in excess... but stuffing myself to the point of not being able to move isn't nearly as appetizing as it once was. the sensation of your eyeballs floating on top of 53lbs of food and the guilt you feel afterwards is just miserable for me. what i'm doing is working... and even though i'm in that ANNOYING in between phase.. i've made it further than many people do. i'm about... 33% into my weight loss journey.
i gained collarbones. saweet. now, i'm not going to spoil the whole before and after effect i plan on doing in another... 17.6 lbs.. but i do a lot more of this, i've noticed.