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RICHARJ
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Its been a while

Friday, January 18, 2013

I almost hate to write a blog....It just seems as if its just empty words. Me lying to me...I always start off gung ho...I am gonna do this and I am gonna do that...just to retreat back into my same ol same ol....

It just can't be that hard....after all I am a believer that I can do ALL things thru Christ who strengthens me...and yet when it is time to put my food where my mouth is....I do ok for a day...a week....a month....well a week...

It's like James Brown's song says....I'm talking Loud and sayin nothing....yet I REFUSE to Give UP....I just can't....I know what it is to be healthy...I know what endorphins do for me when I really engage in daily exercise....I know what its like to be confident in knowing you look good and feel good. I've been there. I walk in the joy of the Lord daily ....spiritually...yet I crave the physical and the mental joy that comes with being healthy.....I know I can have it and I want it too....I think....no I know.....

Its one of those great mysteries of life I guess....On one hand you have this mega prize of Heath and well being and on the other this great Southern cuizine of New Orleans... what to do...what to do? lol

Oh I know, there really shouldn't be a struggle....but I can't deny it ....there is...yet I continue to fight ....no matter the odds...I know that I can win...and I will....and you will too....We will together.....Right?
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  • v SADWHITEWOLF
    You can win, the fact that you are here shows that you want to. It is a long hard stuggle but it looks like you are well equiped for the journey! emoticon
    1273 days ago
  • v TAWANDA_IS_BACK
    You are right when you say "I can do ALL things through Christ who strengthens me."...He always meets us when we try to do our best. When we are at our weakest, that is when He is made strong. Thank you for being as honest as you can even though it is incredibly hard. God bless you on your journey....daily, moment by moment.
    1285 days ago
  • v LINWASH23
    You can do it! Thanks for the words todays. emoticon
    1285 days ago
  • v TOMSGIRL9
    You can do anything you really want to do. You are unstoppable! emoticon
    1285 days ago
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