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been absent for a month.......

Thursday, January 17, 2013

I didn't mean to take a spark break. oops. honestly though, I think it was actually a really good thing for me. my eating hasn't been perfect and I've definitely struggled with skipping meals and not eating enough. HOWEVER, I have been doing AWESOME with not purging and no, I am not replacing purging with restricting. this last week has been kind of tough and I just haven't been very hungry.

My cousin is doing very well and recovering from her open heart surgery. things were pretty touch and go for a week but she's back at home and recovering.

I am back in school and taking two classes. This year I will be moving forward with a divorce but need to bide my time carefully because the house I live in is owned by my mother in law. I'm afraid that she might ask me to move out if I tell my husband too soon that I want a divorce. I'm also afraid that my estranged husband will stop paying for our daughter's school and I don't have the money to pay for it. She will start public kindergarten in the fall and so I'm hoping to hold out to the summer to really start the process. Another reason I'm trying to wait it out is because my car will be paid off soon and if I can hold out until then I will be able to take the car payment money and hopefully put it toward rent if I needed to.

I will also be applying to the nursing program this summer to start next January. Fingers crossed that I'm accepted!!
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  • SUPER_ACE115
    Welcome back!
    1886 days ago
    I am glad to see you back. i took a long break myself but it wasn't a good thing in my case. I'm really proud of you for getting a good handle on your purging. emoticon emoticon emoticon
    1889 days ago
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