Thursday, January 17, 2013
Down 5.2 lbs. in 3 weeks time as I stepped on the scale this morning. My at home weigh in is tomorrow. Stress over my mother and being worried about her to the point of sickness (headache, sick to my stomach, heartburn) coupled with almost no exercise. She is hopefully heading to a rehab facility for a month in a few weeks.
I am also doing as well as can be expected myself and am glad to have the down time to be away from mom and let her sleep and also for myself I needed time away so I could recharge my batteries emotionally as I was going crazy from being so bored in the hospital room.
I will be staying home for a few days at least. Maybe even through the weekend. We shall see.
Also with mom in the hospital everyone wants to help me out with things and also go see mom.
My neighbor who lives across the street and is also mom's cousin has been calling me every day to check on me and also my girlfriend's mother took me to the grocery today and wants to go see my mother in the hospital.
I hate to say no to people that are trying to help, but, now I am getting yelled at by my mom and also my brother.
What did I do wrong?. I did not want to be rude. After all, they are only trying to help.