Thursday, January 17, 2013
Okay. I am very aware of the fact that I am a thick, bigger girl. Yes, I get it. But seeing the word "obese" staring back at me this morning really hurt my heart.
I recently started using FitBit, and I was checking my stats on their site. After I broke my collar bone, I gained back some of the weight I'd lost, so I'm only 8 lbs away from my starting weight of 180. It's so frustrating, but I know that a lot of my weight is muscle because I have a very high-intensity derby career. But when I checked my body fat percentage on FitBit's site today, I realized for the first time that body fat percentage puts me in the obese category.
I've been considered "overweight" for a long time, but overweight doesn't sound that bad, right? It's not scary. Obese scares me. I don't want to be a super model. I don't want to be thin. I just want to be normal and healthy.
My new goal is to get my body fat percentage down from 33% to 25%. I'd like to be at least halfway there by 4th of July. I can do this. I will do this. I'm going to be a damn good derby player and win rookie of the year if it kills me.