January 17, 2013
Wednesday, January 16, 2013
Have you ever sat back and reflected on your life and what you want to happen this year alone, I have and I can say that I am so hoping that my plans for a healthier life style works out for me because I really need things to come together for me now more then ever.
I started last week off on the wrong foot and this week as well. I am trying to quit smoking and my boyfriend doesn't take the hint to smoke in the basement. He tells me that I should just go in the other room where I belong. I look at him and tell him to go and do something useful. He doesn't realize that I will never quit if he doesn't show some compassion for me.
So far this week on the other hand I have done well in getting back into my fitness routine and I am even starting to realize that I cant do my Zumba yet because my leg is still healing. I want to go back to the gym so I can strengthen the muscles up in my legs again but I don't know yet.
I am eating 3 meals a day again and leaving the junk food alone but its hard when you have a family that thinks that they can eat whatever they want and the hell with me and what I want. My boyfriend even told me that I should just stop trying to lose weight. As if I would ever stop and my answer to him was hell no. I am doing this for me and for me only. I want to look and feel like I did before I met him and started having kids.
My blogs are all I to look forwards to when I come online because I post blogs and save them to my compute so it reminds me that I will and should never give up on my goals no matter what my family says.
I am on this weight lose journey and I will reach my goal even if it takes me forever. I will succeed.