Wednesday, January 16, 2013
1/1 sw: 239.2
Woke up with lots of energy. Struggled a little when I took my son to pizza hut. Didn't eat anything, but did take a few sips of diet coke and licked sauce off my finger after serving my son.
Finding that I am kind of bored with my juices. Need to change up my recipes, but not until I use what I have in the house.
Part of me is thinking about quiting after day 20 instead of going to 30. That might just be how I am feeling today though. I am feeling kind of down and not very enthusiastic right now. Think I am closing in on that TOM so hope that is all it is. I was so close to just saying forget it and eating some of that pizza today. I kept thinking that one piece wouldn't be horrible. I wasn't hungry, but somehow felt like I was missing something by not eating with my son. Isn't that silly.....here i was spending quality alone time with him and I couldn't get past the fact that I wasn't eating. That is when I gave in to the diet coke. I only ended up taking a few sips of something I used to get three refills of, but I still feel guilty for doing it.
Hoping this mood goes away soon.