Wednesday, January 16, 2013
I struggled with an eating disorder for well started at age four after trauma and is ending now and I am thirty five, thirty one years. After the trauma I didn't even look like the same child anymore I truly lost my identity.
Thirty one years later I have cancer whoo hoo, not so much but I will tell you that you can overcome it. Once you truly start looking at the malignancy in your life you will gain your true identity.
A little poo talk today; this morning I had to do a salt water flush because I was blocked and started to get sick again. What does my cancer feel like? Intestinal cancer feels like this time when I was a teen I was in a biking accident and I wiped out gravel was inside my flesh and the leg became infected and I had the start of gain green. The doctors finally cut off all the bad skin and immediately I could feel the poison leaving my body. So cancer feels like poison all over your body.
I had never done this flush before and was a bit hesitant if you read online all the rage the new flush your weight diet. My GI doctor had given me a list of very expensive over the counter meds I could purchase to help me eliminate waste the next step for me if I can no longer do this is a colostomy bag, people- I don't think so!
I elimated seven times I believe and in it was that familiar feeling like when the doctor removed the dead skin from my leg I felt the poison leaving my body. The pressure in my head is gone, my eyeballs feels moist again, my face doesn't feel so tense I realized I have been so tired because I had so much build up.
This blog message isn't just about how this one day of flush benefit me I need to give back to others who believe this is the way for dieting. You see this similar way of thinking is what got me here; so I want to warn you.
If you do this flush ten days in a row and then become addicted as your solution to weight loss you are no more doing what those with bulimia do except they have it go out the other end. When someone throws their food up so much the acid eventually eats away at their throat so if that is true then isn't there possibly down the road events for someone to go overboard with the salt water flush for weight loss. True weight loss comes from determination, hard work, and lifestyle change. You will either accomplish your goals with those three things for the better or worse its your call!