Does anyone know where the new year went? I was supposed to begin some me time. I had all sorts of plans, Well, mainly to finish what I started with juicing and C25 but those are huge goals. Maybe sign up for a run as a reward, but somewhere I got lost and I can't seem to find that road that leads to somewhere else...
Okay. Breathe. Look around. Sift through that confetti-head you call a brain and let's figure this out.
Over"h"aul goal is 135 with a cute, yet strong bod and lifestyle.
More moderate goal is: getting healthy. Finish juicing. and C25.
Short term goal: survive this week.
Today's goal: figure out what's going on and what happened.
See? easy. Okay.
What happened? Self sabotage. Oh you bad bad girl.
You let life get in the way of you. tsk tsk.
I did too. I found myself huddled over peanut butter and crackers yesterday as I tried to figure out how to console daughter for the loss of her bird. That bird should've lived 20 years...he made it 3. Poor thing died of starvation and we don't know how. He was fed so much...almost too much. I sat over the counter watching Oakland declare a state of emergency for 14 shootings in 3 days and wondered if the media is hyping up shootings for the President..... I ate another cracker as my relatives split up after 15 years and I thought of everything Tom and I had been through... I thought of everything I had to do today. The list ... that forever in your head list of things to do. just an odd odd day, week..YEAR
SNAP OUT OF IT!!!!
These having nothing to do with your progress! What am I DOOING?
Get off this computer.
Put on your yoga pants...yes, this entails getting OUT of your one and only pair of blue jeans.
Put on your running shoes.
Take the dog out for a walk...heck take all three.
Just get MOVING!!
There, that takes care of today. So I will. I will report back here tomorrow now that I have my computer back and tell myself and whomever is listening how I did survive today. More than survive today. I will LIVE today.
I don't know if I can slow time down or even stall it...but if I'm going to be whisked away in time, I best be moving in it. right? right. right.