Monday, January 14, 2013
I got in the pool today and walked for three hours. It felt so good to be in the pool again. My legs still feel like spaghetti and I don't know why. I want to get back to feeling well. I feel like I lost all my progress over the past month with all this surgery crap going on. I can't go far without having to stop and catch my breath. I think it is still from the surgery but I am beginning to wonder. I hate that I feel like I lost all my progress.
I refuse to retreat back to my old self even though it feels like I have. I have to keep moving and losing. I am creating a new and better me and I won't accept anything less. I really struggled getting to where I was before. I had to fight most days to make myself get to the y. The thing that kept me going was the great people and the progress I was making. I now need to find a new motivating factor to keep me going to get back to where I had made it before. It is twice as hard when you have to start all over again when it was so hard to start the first time.
I am hopping to go back again tomorrow but I am not sure if I will be able too. I may have to spend the day at home recouping from today. Will keep you posted on my progress again...