It seems like every time I get back on this website I'm fatter than I was before! Yikes.. So, here's the deal - I have about 20 pounds to lose if I wanna get back to my "skinny" weight. It's not gonna be easy, but it's about damn time I do something about this before it becomes an even bigger issue! It's not just about ME anymore. I have a three-year-old son, who I'm afraid is already developing poor eating habits because of me, and... don't even get me started on my husband. I worry so much about them both. I just want us to be a healthy and happy family, but that's sooo far from the direction we're headed right now. I feel like such a terrible mom for not teaching my son better at a young age and for not setting a better example for him. It's time to change course.