Monday, January 14, 2013
I found myself posting this status earlier on my facebook, "i need more friends i have stuff in common with. i wanna get out.. do stuff.. maybe play some sports.. take walks.. ride bikes.. you know, the stuff that makes us alive."
I have very few close friends. I can count them on one hand. I don't have many acquaintances I hang out with, because I don't really believe in that. I like quality relationships that will last a very long time. I've lost quite a few close friends lately, because it was lacking the "quality" factor. I needed to get away from negative people. I feel like my boyfriend is really the only one I have right now that won't flake out on me. I need friends I can count on.
The friends that I do have are very good, aside from the flaking out aspect, or shutting themselves out of the world because they have a husband and a kid. Don't get me wrong, I know life is busy, but when you only see your friends once every 2 or 3 months, that's bad. The one thing I lack in my friendships that I wish I had is activity. Feeling alive. We don't do stuff. We don't go out and be active. I like to take walks, I wanna ride bikes, I wanna swim laps, I wanna play some sports. Something.
I wish magically I could meet another woman on this site, around my age, that likes to do the same activities. Our bodies are meant to move, not lie around and become slobs. I'm tired of sitting around the house. I hate doing things on my own, but I will this summer if I have to!