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KELLYSCHALLENGE
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Aggravated

Monday, January 14, 2013

I am so angry with myself for ending up this big again! I was there. I was in onderland, and what did I do? I let myself go and get huge again. I worked so hard to get there and here I am back pretty much where I started. Why is it so hard for me to resist food? It never used to be when I was younger. And if I get back to onderland will I let myself go again? What is the point in all of this really? Am I destined to be fat? But I know I have to do this again. I have to do it for my health! But why oh why does it have to be so hard? emoticon
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  • v MEGGUILLORY
    I feel that exact way right now! Time for a life change for me. So tired of going back and forth.
    973 days ago
  • v LINWASH23
    You can start again, we all do it. emoticon emoticon
    1322 days ago
  • v HELENWLMS
    Please hang in there. It will get easier. We all get frustrated a times. We just have to pick ourselves up, dust ourselves off and get on with it. Tomorrow is a new day! We're all here for you.
    1323 days ago
  • v PIXIE-LICIOUS
    I know its frustrating to gain the weight back, but you can't let it defeat you. I once lost 86 lbs...but then I gained 100 back! I'm losing it again now, and I know you can lose the weight again too. Never give up!
    1323 days ago
  • v NANFACEMIRE1
    Kelly, emoticon . Like you said you did it once and you can do it again. I found that one of the most important things when you get to your goal weight is to weigh each day and don't go more than 2 - 3 pounds over your goal. You will fluctuate so don't have a tizzy over a lb "up" on the scale....just don't let it keep going. IMPORTANT: track you food......eat smaller portions. I know you can do this.....you already proved it. GOOD LUCK......
    1324 days ago
  • v MOLLYSARAN
    you are not alone in this battle , i did the same thing in 2012 , remember you are worth it , believe in yourself , you lost the weight before & you can do it again !!!! here's to learning from our past mistakes & making 2013 a healthy one emoticon
    1324 days ago
  • v PATRICIACAN2012
    You cant be so hard on your self! that is the first step. We all fall and we all fail no one is perfect but all it takes in tracking and being active you can still enjoy foods but in smaller portions.

    YOU CAN DO THIS
    1324 days ago
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