I'm going nuts (ohmygod that's a FOOD)! Today is 'prep day' / fasting for tomorrow's colonoscopy. I haven't even started the ....[TMI] ....bowel prep, but not eating is driving me crazy.

We're supposed to eat in little healthy bits, right? Yes, but not today.

We're supposed to *not* FAST AND CRASH, right? Yes, but today is different. It's a moderated medical task to prepare for a medical procedure.

But, but, but---I've finally trained my brain THIS WAY. Yes, and you can survive today, and go back to the healthy eating after recovery.

Gotta say this to myself for the next 12 hours. Soon after that, I'll be sedated and ...hopefully good results.


The procedure itself is....highly unpleasant for me....but...since this doctor always finds pre-cancerous polyps every time she goes in, ...it's necessary.

[don't freak out don't freak out don't freak out]