Sunday, January 13, 2013
So far the new year has gone pretty well. I'm eating well and getting in movement everyday. I am doing well with my water and motivating others, but still wonder what I'm lacking to figure out why I feel the way I do sometimes.
I have been down because of my failure to have a child again, I have three friends expecting this year and another who gave birth last night. I struggle to deal with my health problems and I'm working to become as healthy as I can in hopes to increase my chances, yet I still feel like its my fault. If I'd always tried harder to take care of myself would I be where I am? Would I get the joy of a child of my own? Guess all I can do is wait and see. I'll be 33 soon I still have a little time to keep trying, right?
I'm working on my health and liking my body the way it is for now... Just have to take it a day at a time.