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TESTING FAITH


Sunday, January 13, 2013

HOW STRANGE AND SOMETIMES PAINFUL IT FEELS TO BE IN LIMBO NOW ABOUT MY RESTORATION HOME PROJECT.

EVER SINCE THE BUILDER WALKED AWAY THE QUESTION OF.... AM I GOING TO BE ABLE TO RESTORE MY HOME AND RETURN TO NORMAL?... IS HAUNTING MY DAYS AND NIGHTS. HE HAS ATTACKED US ON EVERY LEVEL MOSTLY FINANCIALLY AND WE HAVE NO RECOURSE.

AS I SIT HERE IN WHAT SEEMS LIKE AN ABYSS ,SINCE THE PROBLEMS ARE SO OVERWHELMING HOW TO MOVE FORWARD IS SO UNCLEAR. I TRY TO HAVE FAITH THAT THERE IS A PURPOSE IN ALL THAT IS HAPPENING THIS WAY. THE SAD PART IS YOU GO CRAZY THINKING WHAT YOU DID NOT DO AND WHAT YOU CAN DO SO PAINFUL. THE VARIED EMOTION'S AND MOODS ARE INCREDIBLE. MY HEART IS HEAVY AND SEEMS TO HURT EACH DAY.

IN CONCLUSION.... I CAN ONLY THINK THAT MAYBE THIS IS THE TEST ON EARTH WHETHER WE VALUE THINGS AND SUCH OVER THE LOVE OF OUR HEAVENLY FATHER WHO PROMISES HE WILL TAKE CARE OF US.

I PRAY EACH DAY TO BE STRONG ENOUGH TO HAVE FAITH THAT I WILL NOT COME OUT THE OTHER SIDE JUST BEING ANOTHER VICTIM OF THIS BUILDER. WE ARE LITERALLY STARTING ALL OVER LOSING THOUSANDS EACH MONTH AND NO END IN SIGHT THUS FAR.

I GUESS THIS IS ONE WAY TO GET ME TO SURRENDER TO THE PHRASE IN THE BIBLICAL PRAYER , THE OUR FATHER ,"THY WILL BE DONE ON EARTH AS IT IS IN HEAVEN"
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QUIETUDEAGAIN1 1/29/2013 1:58PM

  TAKE A DEEP BREATH AND BREATHE THROUGH ALL THE STRESS AND ANXIETY. IT WILL END, MAYBE THE WAY YOU WANT, MAYBE NOT, BUT IT WILL END. HERE'S SOME HUGS .

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LISBETHSALANDER 1/16/2013 5:17PM

    You have been through much in life and this too shall pass. Remember to stay true to yourself and to your beliefs as in the end that is all we have. Know that my thoughts and prayers are with you in this difficult time.

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UNIQDRGNFLY 1/15/2013 4:01PM

    There is always a silver lining around every cloud that comes our way. Sometimes our expectations get in our way. We don't always understand the unfairness we encounter, but one thing we can be sure of is karma happens and if nothing else comforts you, be sure that karma happens. emoticon

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JILL313 1/15/2013 10:30AM

    Dear Yvonne, If it wasn't for the daily strength that God and his word gives me I don't think I'd be able to deal either with all the troubles I've had in my life. Life just isn't Fair and it never has been. So, maybe this is part of your trial on Earth. Praying for strength for you to be strong and not give into grief about what has happened. Take good care.

Love You,

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TXMEMAW6 1/14/2013 9:24AM

    Remember God's promise to us in 1 Corinthians 10:13 "The temptations in your life are no different from what others experience. And God is faithful. He will not allow the temptation to be more than you can stand. When you are tempted, He will show you a way out so that you can endure." Trust His promise and lean on Him. I know it is not always easy, but you can trust Him to keep His promise. I will definitely be praying for you and for a successful solution to your problem.
Hugz coming your way!!
Sharon

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JAOTAO 1/13/2013 2:02PM

    Very beautiful Yvonne ... may you also have peace in the acceptance of what is. I pray that you will find resolution to this so that your energy may be freed up for healing. Love, Jackie O

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BELDONDOG1 1/13/2013 12:33PM

    Beautifully said, Yvonne! I am so sorry that you feel you have no where to turn and you don't, except to our Father. One way or another, He will help you--He's the only one that can. We all can add more prayers for you and be here for you. Love you, hon and I wish you peace. ((hugs)) Noel

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