Sunday, January 13, 2013
So, I'm trying to put an end to a week of totally self-destructive activity. My eating has been out of control. From boredom, to being lonely, to just plain ole being greedy. So really, who goes to the grocery store, buys groceries and then stores them all in her bedroom? I have one more time to get up to go to the restroom and get a "quick" snack from my closet before lying down again and I am pretty sure that I am just gonna pop. I couldn't even roll over. Not only that, if you are going to the restroom eight times a night, no wonder I am waking up full as a tick. JUST BEING HONEST. But really, who am I fooling? I know what I am doing. So, so what, I am sure I am not the only stressed out, lonely, single mother on the planet. And not only that, this is not a new development either. So I have gotta get this thing together and soon because if I don't, I may as well write my own obituary because I am killing myself with all of these unhealthy habits. So I have been telling myself that as long as I think I am cute, no one will truly notice how out of whack my body and overall health is. WELL.....LIAR, LIAR, PANTS NOT ONLY ON FIRE BUT SPLIT DOWN THE SEAT!! GET REAL GIRL AND GET IT TOGETHER.