Friday, January 11, 2013
I know, I know.. "You said that LAST time"! But the difference is that I am not going back full swing. I am starting at the beginning again as if my first part of the journey never happened (at least the end of it, the positive stuff, I am DEFINITELY keeping ;) I know that it got hard, and I have to learn from the experience that I have to remain in control and not let my world control me.
I eventually came up with every excuse to slide back into my old ways... too tired, not enough money, etc (you know what I'm saying)...
So I again am redirecting the negative and making sure that I start the SP program as a newbie again so that I can not frustrate myself!
The only dilemma is that I don't know if I should (or want to) reset my achievements or anything. Part of me says yes because it will be fresh information, but the majority of my says no because I want to look back at the details of the WHOLE journey, not just certain parts that worked.
What would you do?