Friday, January 11, 2013
Down .4 lbs today. I will take what I can get. Did not get out to walk yesterday. It never warmed up like it was supposed to. We made the decision as a family yesterday to put the dog down. I am beating myself up wondering if I am making the decision too soon. We are not home enough to give her the attention she needs now. She has good days and bad days and the bad days are what weigh in my mind. She gets around okay but struggles to get up. She is in constant pain due to her panting all the time and drinking tons of water. It is killing me to deal with. We go to the vet as a family at 5:45 tonight. I just feel so selfish! I could make time for her but honestly we dont have the money to spend on the meds needed to keep her pain free and healthy. Is that selfish of me? I am going to try and get out and walk some today by myself. May have to go somewhere indoors to do it. Not much around here. Not feeling like eating today so guess it will be a good day. haha. Have a blessed day!