Today - January 10, 2013
Thursday, January 10, 2013
My goal is to lose weight as fast and safe as possible. I have always been over weight and have had Type 2 diabetes for 18 years. This past year and the beginning of this one has been really hard. I lost my husband of 12 years in March, he was only 35 years old and he was my rock. Because I did not eat well during his illness, I got Diverticulitis, which made me cut out all red meat from my diet. Then I go for a trip and come back with a blood clot. I just found out today that my sugars are high and have effected the functions of my kidneys causing kidney damage. I also have high blood pressure, fatty liver, and high cholesterol. I need to lose weight or slowly die.
I have spent the evening alone crying and shouting at god as to why this is happening. Now I am going to pick myself up and start working on losing this weight! I had started and lost 13 pounds. I need to lose more without doing exercise as this is not allowed when you have a blood clot. Wish me LUCK! I will do IT!