Thursday, January 10, 2013
I’m very down right now. I just threw and all-out tantrum at my closet. I’m sick of looking like a stack of pancakes in my clothing! My husband says we can go shopping for new clothes, but I feel like that’s such a waste! I just keep getting bigger! Every time I buy clothing that fits I get bigger!!
I’m also mad because I haven’t been able to go for my walk for three days.
Hubby planned a date night on Tuesday after I got off work. We did eat smarter. But we also rounded out the night by trying some new beers, which has to be as bad for my diet as soda (if not worse!), and we got home too late to go walking.
Yesterday I donated blood right after work and things didn’t go so hot, so I was in no position to go for a walk. On the way home we picked up Chick-fil-a (my first fast food of 2013) and I was so out of it I ordered two sandwiches! And ate them both!!
Which brings us to today; I work the evening/night today and we spent the morning trying to figure out what was happening with our cars (one is in the shop and the other needs to go in ASAP) to the extent that by the time we knew anything I needed to get ready for work. Thus missing our chance to walk once again!
And that was about when my tantrum kicked in. I got out of the shower and nothing fit right. Everything I could wear comfortably was dirty, and I missed another day of walking!
I’m feeling very down and very hopeless. I’m using SparkPeople to vent because there is no one to talk to about this right now and I’m just so frustrated!
Sorry for the low tone of this post fellow Sparkers.