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Where Did I Go?

Wednesday, January 09, 2013

Well I don't know why I disappeared from this site after trying to come back after questioning myself after the holidays.

But I need to figure out why I did leave, and be very thankful for the active teams and friends I have on this site. Because of many emails from team letters to people leaving comment I finally logged back in and now am trying to figure out what to do next.

I think the main things that had made me feel disappointed was I did not make to the end of any of my challenges over this break. Weight loss has barley happened even though I have seen body improvement and my tiredness and stress at certain points had all my goals blown from the water.

So now I know that I'm not a type of person to be able to push through a challenge, at least not without quite a few people behind me pushing me when I don't want to be pushed.

But over my break I have completed a goal I've had wanted to get done since summer- I picked up my room! And am actually passed a point in my room that I'm starting to throw away useless clutter and find the space for the things I need. Which I find to be a miracle because I have had given up on myself, but ever since New Year's eve when I think I was just fed up with my bedroom. I started picking up things and found my rhythm for every place.

So my next goals I need to make smaller, I think or more suitable to my tired self can do things even when she doesn't want:
-log into sparks everyday
-read the book about sugar addiction

Simple but for some reason that's all I can handle right now. There seems to be a lot more on myself then I thought.
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    I'm sooooo glad that you stuck with it! You're soooooo worth the effort. For me, it usually takes me a few false starts before I actually get myself going. When I do finally, I'm good. But, it's a rocky road until then. HANG IN THERE!!! You're not the only one who goes down that tough stretch of road. And we're here for you! Come post on your teams. Let us support you! That's what teams and friends are all about!!!
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    1681 days ago
    We can do this together. Try to log in each day take it slow but one foot in front of the other. emoticon
    1682 days ago
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