Wednesday, January 09, 2013
Well I don't know why I disappeared from this site after trying to come back after questioning myself after the holidays.
But I need to figure out why I did leave, and be very thankful for the active teams and friends I have on this site. Because of many emails from team letters to people leaving comment I finally logged back in and now am trying to figure out what to do next.
I think the main things that had made me feel disappointed was I did not make to the end of any of my challenges over this break. Weight loss has barley happened even though I have seen body improvement and my tiredness and stress at certain points had all my goals blown from the water.
So now I know that I'm not a type of person to be able to push through a challenge, at least not without quite a few people behind me pushing me when I don't want to be pushed.
But over my break I have completed a goal I've had wanted to get done since summer- I picked up my room! And am actually passed a point in my room that I'm starting to throw away useless clutter and find the space for the things I need. Which I find to be a miracle because I have had given up on myself, but ever since New Year's eve when I think I was just fed up with my bedroom. I started picking up things and found my rhythm for every place.
So my next goals I need to make smaller, I think or more suitable to my tired self can do things even when she doesn't want:
-log into sparks everyday
-read the book about sugar addiction
Simple but for some reason that's all I can handle right now. There seems to be a lot more on myself then I thought.