Wednesday, January 09, 2013
So this is pre menstrual week which is also my second week into my "new me" plan and attitude. These types of weeks are the freaking hardest to get over because I feel like I'm non-stop hungry. I've tried drinking water, I've tried having a banana or some carrots.. but my body wants salt and chocolate and cake and ice cream and everything all at once. it's not like if I have a portion sized bowl of chips my craving will be satisfied either.. it's "okay this bowl was fine.. but let's see what else we can stuff in here!!" This is the type of week where I could very easily eat upwards of 6000 calories a day and still not be satisfied.
So.. what do I do? I get through the day fine but once night hits that's when i feel like I'm starving. No amount of rational thought (I can't be hungry! i just ate!) works. I can't exercise at night because then it takes me forever to fall asleep. I read blogs to try to take my mind off it but most of the blogs seem to be about binge eating which is what I wanna do!!!!! I'm so frustrated.. I have roughly 4 days left before my period starts and I could tear my hair out right now with how bad I wanna make some popcorn and pour some chocolate syrup on top (not really, that'd be gross but you get it.. I hope) HELP!!!