Wednesday, January 09, 2013
Well today I got up around 6:30am about 3hrs before I had to leave for work. I feel better today than I have in a long long time. With my crazy schedule I have been trying to figure out where I was going to put exercise into my plan. Well that got me to thinking I could just get up @ 6:30 every morning do my workout then get something done around the house. I am also wanting to sit down and have some me & God time everyday so there I go more time for that visit everyday. I pray that I will dowell this time I have a problem with follow through I sometimes will have these great ideas then just give up. Please pray for me so I can do it this time. This time is different than before I really think I am FINALLY starting to like myself. I have always tried to lose weight for everyone else to look sexy for my husband, to not embarrass my children etc. This time I just don't want to be fat anymore. I am tired of my knees hurting, my blood pressure. I don't want to become diabetic like both of my parents. I also want to be an inspiration for my daughters & granddaughters. Maybe if there old Meme ( LOL) can do it they realize they can do it too.
I am so sorry I have just rambled on so much today I guess my head is just going in so many directions. I hope everyone has a wonderful night.