I started the year off great working for my goal. Then on Monday, just beofre going to the garage to run on the treadmil, I got a call. Turns out we are about to embark on a Custody battle with my son's mom (step son, but i have been in his life for over 5 years on a daily basis, i love him as mine). We have had him in our primary care for over 3 years now so this is a difficult thing to face. I'm certain the court will side with us, but i dont live in the clouds and i know mothers dont often lose in court. Tuesday i got to work after not sleeping the night before from all the stress... I find out that our entire tower at the hospital is being forced to forfiet extra offices to some specialty people they are brining in. SO now i am archieving and packing my office as well to move into a bigger office that will be shared between 6 people (im trying to stay positive i understand in times like this im lucky to have my job). Anyway this has all created some much undo stress this week i have caught myself trading my chicken breast and salad for pizza, and my water and black coffee for soda and coffee with creamer. I need to find the encouragement to stand up through all this and just stay on track. If i fall backwards on my diet and goals i know it will only make my all time low even lower =/. (actually writing this out kinda helps, i know im airing my dirty laundry however just blogging it and re-reading it made me feel a little lighter right now)