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Wednesday, January 09, 2013

It's been an emotional week and half so far. Mom is in the hospital after months of being sick and in and out of the ER. Trying to get back on track for stuff for school for my capstone/thesis research and internship, get lil sister on track for her school stuff. A good friend just found out that his dad's cancer is no longer treatable and must prepare for hospice. The two guys friends that I was talking (romantically) to off and on in the past year and who are my closest friends-- they are MIA. My gfs are not as close to me anymore. I feel rejected and even more forgotten than usual. And now there may be a family emergency overseas and we can't get in touch with that family. I'm just so overwhelmed, depressed and sad for my friends going through difficulties and my own family and I have no one to talk to...it's silly I have sooo many FB friends but none of them I feel comfortable to talk to anymore about anything. I want geniune friends and those friends are not responding back when I reach our. I'm alone, lonely, isolated, there's no one. I just keep holding back tears and am trying to get family errands done. I just want to feel loved and supported and know I have familiar friends there. I'm just feeling so emotional and empty at the same time.
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JYOTI68 1/10/2013 11:37PM

    My prayers for your family. I can understand your frustation but just hang in there. You are right that its hard under these circumstances to focus on diet and exercise. Just take one day at a time. and remember do not give up. Just keep your attitude positive.



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KARISMATIC1 1/10/2013 4:07PM

    Hello you all,
I just got home from spending the night and over half day at the hospital with mom. I really appreciate you all thinking of me and responding to my post with well wishes, support and suggestions. I'm trying to be positive, but the diet and Jan. fit challange have fallen to the wayside, I'm just focusing on what needs to be accomplished school and family-wise right now. I'll get there. Thank you SP pals!! best wishes to you all too.

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JMNEMET 1/10/2013 10:11AM

    That is so much for one person to deal with. I know your family is struggling and I feel so sorry for them. Things will pass and get better for you! And it seems as if you are really stepping up for your sister. That is wonderful and I'm sure she appreciates it! Just remember to take a little you time to heal your soul! Those of us on sparkpeople are here and pulling for ya!

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OBIESMOM2 1/9/2013 3:27PM

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sorry you have so much piling up at once

blogs are a great way to vent your frustrations.

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JENAE954 1/9/2013 3:03PM

  We are here for you.

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DDOORN 1/9/2013 2:47PM

    Time to beat the bushes and see what you can drum up for yourself!

Check your local paper for fun stuff to get out and do. A while back someone tipped me off on a wonderful local group that offers Swing Dance classes on a weekly basis for only $3 a pop! It's a lot of fun! No smoking, no drinking just people who want to get out and have a good time dancing!

I've never danced before in my life...but it's opened new doors for me.

Perhaps there are doors right in your area waiting to be opened by you!

Don

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CASEYSAUER 1/9/2013 2:46PM

    You are not alone. I'm here for you!

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