It's been an emotional week and half so far. Mom is in the hospital after months of being sick and in and out of the ER. Trying to get back on track for stuff for school for my capstone/thesis research and internship, get lil sister on track for her school stuff. A good friend just found out that his dad's cancer is no longer treatable and must prepare for hospice. The two guys friends that I was talking (romantically) to off and on in the past year and who are my closest friends-- they are MIA. My gfs are not as close to me anymore. I feel rejected and even more forgotten than usual. And now there may be a family emergency overseas and we can't get in touch with that family. I'm just so overwhelmed, depressed and sad for my friends going through difficulties and my own family and I have no one to talk to...it's silly I have sooo many FB friends but none of them I feel comfortable to talk to anymore about anything. I want geniune friends and those friends are not responding back when I reach our. I'm alone, lonely, isolated, there's no one. I just keep holding back tears and am trying to get family errands done. I just want to feel loved and supported and know I have familiar friends there. I'm just feeling so emotional and empty at the same time.