Yaaaay!! I gained six pounds!!!
Wednesday, January 09, 2013
Or more specifically, I ONLY gained six pounds in the months that I have been completely off program. YES, I count that as a success. Believe me, it could have (and probably should have) been much worse, given the manner in which I ate, slept, and ate some more. So even though I feel terribly bloated, the scale was good to me.
I'm starting again, very slowly, but at least I'm starting. This is not the person I want to be. This is not the mom, friend, employee, woman, mate or anything else I want to be. I'm so much kinder and happier when I am in control of my health. I want to get back to that. I WILL get back to that.. . . because life is good, and I'm worth it!