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MORGANSMOM52
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Yesterday was bust.

Wednesday, January 09, 2013

Talk about a loss of control! I know why. Well mostly. For some reason, despite the fact that I mentally reminded myself to go exercise, it didn't happen. Not the cycle, not the strength exercises. I just didn't.
I did a few errands. Made a bad lunch choice. Put the supper in the oven. Roast chicken, husbands choice as his BD was mon (i had to work) so I told him I'd cook anything he wanted. The supper was not overall a bad choice but I could have eaten less of the stuffing or forgone it all together.
Part of the "emotional" reasons were about a half hour before the bird was due out of the oven he called and said he'd be home late. There was a water main break at work. Ok.
He got home about a half hour late, ate and told me he was going back. Ok.
I have to admit a bit of resentment here. He works with his son. It's his son's business. He gets paid but not all that well. This extra time......unpaid. I understand it. I would have done the same. Didn't change how I felt. I work 3-11 4 eves a week. That gives us 3 eves a week together. That and weekends. Well, I work every other weekend so on those days we have the mornings. Consequently, if something gets in the way of what time we do have, I tend to not like it too much. We've had our ups and downs, especially the past decade or so. A couple of times we have come close to calling it quits. There are still issues. I know that getting a day job might help but despite dozens of interviews no offers have come through. Depressing and disappointing. I have wondered if ageism or wt prejudice have come into play with those decisions because I HAVE the qualifications.
Oh well, enough gripeing. Today will be better. I will MAKE it better. Better choices. Those are up to me.
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  • HEYRED221
    Tomorrow is a new day - don't look back. Hugs!

    Carolyn
    1426 days ago
  • SUGARSMOM2
    there are days that we should never get out of bed . they start badly and finish just as badly . On those days the best thing you can do it to just bare with it and do what we all . complain to anyone that listens that life isnt fair and that it always happens to me . no i am kidding . we all know you do not do that . when i listen to my friends though i find for them this is true . I have been trying to avoid these people . they only bring you down and make you feel bad about your self .tomorrow is another day and so a fresh start so to speak .
    1427 days ago
  • NEPTUNE1939
    When you get that way, just walk! It's easy and gets your metabolism going. In bad weather I just do a race track pattern in the house, Earl emoticon emoticon
    1427 days ago
  • MINDBEND
    We all have bad bad days, but the most important thing is to get back on the horse and keep going! Hang in there!
    1427 days ago
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