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PERSONALLY VERY HARD BUT I TRY EVERYDAY


Wednesday, January 09, 2013

tolerance - i am running very very short of it.
as i have mentioned i am sole caregiver to a very difficult person. i pray the 'SERENITY' prayer - have it in the kitchen where i see it often.
when you are fed a steady diet every day of the same insults, and you are the target of venom unfounded - suspicion and accusations - it is so intolerable .
i have developed serious health problems - high blood pressure, digestive troubles and so on - all because of this one toxic situation and i cannot get out of it.
death would be the only way - and i hope it is not me -
sounds terrible i know - but either way - peace would be a welcome outcome.
so - i am still practicing tolerance - but i need your help.
yesterday - kindness was linked to prayers - so please be kind. may i be selfish and ask for as many as you can send my way? i know we all have things to pray for - things that are huge in your life, things that are huge in the world -
tomorrow will be a better day - that is my hope - but sometimes hope is another nail in my coffin- i do still have optimism - that is what gets me up every morning.
thanks so much - and i pray for everyone as well - we all have hurdles to over come and we all have to pull together.
have a good day - make it a fun one BB
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RAINBOWFALLS 1/12/2013 6:31AM

    You are in my thoughts and prayers emoticon

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SWEETYOUNGTHING 1/10/2013 8:57AM

    Wow, that's a rough situation. Is it possible to get away from this person for short periods of time throughout the day? Does he/she know how toxic they've become? I apologize, I'm not familiar with the situation - perhaps they are at a point where you need to be with them at all times. Are you able to get a nurse or someone else to come in and sit with them while you go out and defuse?

I'll be praying for you and hope you find some peace.

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WOWEETOO 1/9/2013 7:18PM

    peace be unto you my friend..
the lady mary

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TOMWAMP 1/9/2013 12:09PM

    Sending prayers your way for peace and kindness. It is very hard when you have someone in your life that is difficult to be around. have had the very same feelings as you. Wishing for the absence of the one who causes the grief.( yes even the death of said one) Just remember that God loves you and will always be there for you. blessings to you.

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KATIERED2 1/9/2013 11:36AM

    Hey you are in my thoughts and prayers today! Hang in there.

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