Wednesday, January 09, 2013
tolerance - i am running very very short of it.
as i have mentioned i am sole caregiver to a very difficult person. i pray the 'SERENITY' prayer - have it in the kitchen where i see it often.
when you are fed a steady diet every day of the same insults, and you are the target of venom unfounded - suspicion and accusations - it is so intolerable .
i have developed serious health problems - high blood pressure, digestive troubles and so on - all because of this one toxic situation and i cannot get out of it.
death would be the only way - and i hope it is not me -
sounds terrible i know - but either way - peace would be a welcome outcome.
so - i am still practicing tolerance - but i need your help.
yesterday - kindness was linked to prayers - so please be kind. may i be selfish and ask for as many as you can send my way? i know we all have things to pray for - things that are huge in your life, things that are huge in the world -
tomorrow will be a better day - that is my hope - but sometimes hope is another nail in my coffin- i do still have optimism - that is what gets me up every morning.
thanks so much - and i pray for everyone as well - we all have hurdles to over come and we all have to pull together.
have a good day - make it a fun one BB