Wednesday, January 09, 2013
Quickie--leaving for work in 6 mins. Meant to do this one last night, so might have 2 posts today. :)
Sore from my workout on Monday. Expected to be sore from the new exercises--but surprised that my bis and tris were VERY sore--same exercises as usual. Amazing how quickly one's muscles forget. :) Second workout tonight.
A good friend of mine is supposed to call me sometime this week so I discuss some things with her. Frankly, I'm starting to get a little concerned with some of my behaviour....I don't FEEL like I'm depressed or anything...but I'm doing things that are un-characteristic of me. It's been suggested that this can be a sign of depression--not the first time it's been suggested to me. I guess the thing that sparked the concern was realizing that I'm doing some things that...I just don't normally do. And I have no specific reason behind it. Just the feeling like....it doesn't matter, so why bother anymore. I don't know. We'll see.
Is it weird to be disappointed that I never got a call from my doctor? I KNOW there is something amiss 'down there'. I was hoping it would be readily evident just by my blood tests. But apparently not--which means getting more invasive than I want to. Ick. Yay womanhood. Phlbbt. :p
My CATS are crazy. Psycho whirling dervishes. I luv them all, but they're just a Leeeetle bit destructive at times. Dozens of little gel-filled balls from my vase went rolling about the floor after an accident, and, of course, they want to chase and eat them ALL! Fun! Ack.
Eating has been off again. Fell out of my awareness of what I'm doing. Work is stressing me out in a certain way--hoping it smooths out by the end of the week. I understand needing to account for my time, and I won't mismanage it--so I'm getting a little irritated by the constant monitoring. Really? Sigh. I suppose my thoughts on that should be to let it go, though...as long as I know I'm doing nothing wrong, I shouldn't have to worry. Except that's where the paranoid in me kicks in...I start worrying that they're going to think I'm taking more breaks when I'm not and demanding I account for them. I have zero reason to believe they would do this, hence the paranoia. Just have to have confidence in myself.....and let it go. Worry IF they show that they're being unreasonable.
Woops. 5 mins over. bye