Tuesday, January 08, 2013
I think about going from 185 to 122 and I get a pit in my stomach at how long it took and how much effort it took. I wonder if that has any effect on my inability to commit and forge a head as opposed to finding loop holes in my weight loss plans.
I have officially weened myself off a medication I was given for postpartum depression. It has helped me find hope again but at the expense of 20 pounds in month. The side effects, amongst many are major weight gain and ravenous appetite. I ate and more and more even healthy options but I was always starving. It's been 2 days off and I am so hopeful. I have read that you will lose the weight when meds are stopped. I hope this is the case because due to the 20 pounds I have nothing that fits me but worse I hate what I see so much it is causing me stress and depression, the depression it's supposed to be helping me with.
Good luck today everyone!