Tuesday, January 08, 2013
The start of a new me is what's in the beginning. What's at the end? Time will only tell.
Sadly I'm no newbie at this but the bright side (I think) is I haven't truly given up. I may stop and fail to pick it back up again *sigh* but I always come back to try try again. I don't know if that's a good thing or bad thing. I think it's good that I come back and try again but bad that I have to. I should just be able to live a healthy life. The longest I've gone trying a healthier lifestyle was about 6 months. Life happened and things went downhill from there. Fast forward 6 yrs later and I'm at home, unemployed and 30lbs heavier. I finally said enough is enough, I don't want to see that number at the Dr.'s next time. That was the first time I tried losing weight. My friends and I started our own, a little motivational one. I was doing good. Lost 5lbs. More life happened and I gained whatever I lost. But I was not going to give in this time. This time I am armed with a bunch of recipes, tons of exercises/workouts and Sparkpeople. And this: