I feel wonderful; nothing can dampen my day –or my spirit. Everything is on the up and up with me. I’m totally honest with what direction I plan on going, and I do understand that “ROME” wasn’t built in a day. I can’t stress that enough. Every day is my awakening to NEW THINGS. A New beginning and the only way to begin is to be renewed in the spirit and understanding your purpose.
I wasn’t meant to be in this one size fits all nation, and the more I think about plus size models (women) and big and tall (men) the more I understand, and the more I see that we are no longer left in the shadows of past existents. Oh, I can recall what a fashion model was back in the 80’s-mid 90’s. Rail thin, cheek bones showing, collar bones, hip bones, and to “most” that was the idea body, but that’s not the idea body anymore.
We have curves, we have hips, we have titts, and we don’t take any sh-t!
We all are different and made in his image, and I feel if I was supposed to be rail thin –then I would have kept my thin shape in 1993, but that wasn’t my body direction, and my body has been forever changing.
I asked myself. What is a body? I mean really! What is a body?
A body is a vessel & housing for your spirit, and if your spirit isn’t feeling at its best –it’s going to show on your body. So what are you looking at –when you stand before the mirror? You are looking at the stressor of life and some neglect. Yes! I said neglect.
We neglect ourselves in so many ways, we place ourselves on the back burner, and we forget who we really are. I’m even going to throw this one out there; some of us never heard…You are beautiful or even handsome, so why bother. Why even try to look the part when you feel you’ll never be the part. We hold a high dream and standards for those around us, but do we hold the same for ourselves. That’s a question we all need to answer. Do you hold high standards for yourself?
I mean, what’s your overall grade.
Are you an A-B-C-D-or F?
Well, I’m giving myself an A.
I’m active and aware of what I plan on doing in 2013. I won’t let past actions get the best of me, and I’m talking about the negative ones. I’m blessed and happy with myself. And I think I’m awesome.
I’m planting seeds of truth in my life, and you all might have read a few of my blogs since 2013, and those blogs are very deep and personal, and that’s what I’m here to do, get personal and all up in this dark red Kool-Aid of lies and BS that others had shared or spoken about me.
I won’t be this “F” in 2013 a failure. I’m going to grade myself with high positivity. I’m going to be the Affirmations I speak. I’m all about doing me and reaching my final destination in 2013.
*Being that vessel God created me to be*
*And loving my life to the fullest*
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