Monday, January 07, 2013
Is what I would like to write. But then I noticed as I wrote it that I at maltesers. Not just one malteser, but an entire bag of maltesers. I know many people say that me being sick means it's okay to not clean and not be healthy or anything, but it's not worth changing if you're always gonna climb back to the old mistakes at the smallest bump in the road. I want to make sure that I get somewhere this time, and that's why I am making a promise. I hereby promise to take myself more serious. If I promise myself no chocolate in a week I will keep it. I need to break this addiction because that's what it is... an addiction. It's horrible and it's stupid and expensive and unhealthy and working against my goal. I need to be better than this. So the 8th of january is going to be my first day without chocolate. I promise.
But I do have some good news. Even though it's not the best it is better. I have switched my coca cola out for saftevand... I don't know the english word for it... google translates into: squash, lemonade and fruit syrup. It's fruit juices mixed into a lot of water so it still has some taste of the fruit but not to much. Also it's not store bought. It's grandmas own homemade so I have to drink it within a short time so I will drink that instead of cola in the next period of time... healthier and cheaper. wuhu for that :D