Emotional Rollercoaster sigh
Monday, January 07, 2013
Hooo boy where to begin??? Last month dec 2012 -- challenged me to keep my emotional eqiumerbuillium in balance two incidents: sandy hook shooting and ma recurring health issues .
The sandy hook shooting affected me because I lost my sister many years ago to murder so I feel the loss for the family and friends who lost their loved ones. I didn't write for a while so gradually my moods and writing coming back
However this medical crisis driving me CRAZY because my mother tends to dismiss or ignore them until hospital time. She has a unterary tract infection anxiety sky high unpredictable b pressure, sometimes for get take it which is a thundering pain in the****** .
let's see oh yes three weeks ago afib landed her Hospital few hours stay doctor visit ok then later on last weekend had anxiety pacing , chest neck pain bp 192- Hospital time stayed there few days flunked stress test agionogram ( see your atrtires clear no operation whew) docs think angina attack or gasinteral or breathing..,check these later) ok she home few days later she gets a Freeacking Rash on her legs on the dye she allerotic to ( she told them) go to hospital for few hours that was 4 days ago- no wonder I'm emotional wreck oh did I mention that ma semi depressed too!!!!
EiyiyiiiiiiiiI I'm snooks wonder if crisis gonna land on us ruining my week!!!!! Goons have to write a letter to couple of family member who is clueless on this situation I need help from them sorry this is long .... Any suggestions would be appreciated going to read books a for while NOT a happy camper !!!