This Is a Rant...
Monday, January 07, 2013
...And very little health/weight loss will be discussed in this blog.
So things have gotten bad for us. Not end of the world bad, but bad enough that I am not eating well and not working out and not sleeping.
We aren't closing on the house. In fact we lost financing to the house, which means until my dad finds a job, no house even though it is sitting there, done, and empty. So needless to say, I am not in a good mood. I haven't been sleeping, which means my eating is suffering, because lack of sleep means less serotonin, which means more carb cravings.
Then on the class/medical lab program since they not only changed the pre-reqs but require them to be completed before even applying to the program I have been set back a year. I need to really get my butt into gear but in all honesty my people skills are so lacking that I am afraid I will look like a 12 year old when I go talk to them. I am also going to have to get a job, which sucks because again, I don't work well with people.
I get so overwhelmed with this type of thing that I just kinda shut down mentality and physically and I can feel myself shutting down as we speak (or type). Well I am hopefully off to workout a bit (the first time in forever) but first I have to get dressed and air up my tires.
Well that's it and I'll probably write another blog actually about weight loss (or gain, since I gained some weight) later today!