Monday, January 07, 2013
The silver lining didn't take long to tarnish. Things have been pretty rough these last 6 mo. I still haven't been able to find another job and I had to fight to get unemployment because the supervisor that fired me told unemployment that I wasn't fired, that I quit. I told them when the boss demands your ID you can't enter the building or log on and off the job so that would mean you're fired. They agreed with me. As for more time with my husband... well that didn't last...he started blaming me for everything under the sun which didn't do much to bolster my self-esteem. And then I ran into some health issues. So here I am back on Spark and back at my old weight trying once more to get my weight under control. But I am beginning to realize that it's not just the weight that's the problem it's my life. So I am kicking back into slow gear...taking time to meditate and pray...getting back on the treadmill and spending time alone with myself trying to figure out how I want to go forward into this new year. At this point things can only get better.