Monday, January 07, 2013
So my last few days as an unhealthy person were not as great as I thought they would be. I wanted to give myself a true start date so that I could enjoy all my favorite, high fat, totally bad for me foods. The thing is every time I had the opportunity to buy fast food, i turned it down. Everytime I went for something bad in the fridge all I could think about was the calories. So I didn't "pig out" like I planned to. Oh well, it makes it easier to start fresh. I will still eat the foods I love, and I know I will, just not as much or as often. Decided not to join a gym just yet. I did go out and buy a stationary bike, an exercise ball, some weights, and tension ropes. I will work out at home so no one has to look at my big butt. When I get in the habit of working out and have lost a few pounds I will feel better about spending the money for a gym membership. Still very scared I will fail, but gonna take it one day at a time.