Having a Hard Time with my Sad Today
Sunday, January 06, 2013
and well really the last few days... or maybe since after christmas I don't know. I guess it's my fault I lost my momentum gave into the food and ate horribly for like a week and missed workouts for several days now as a result i feel awful inside and out. I'm back at it now doing better the last couple days so at least I can banish the guilt. I'm so lonely though, and I can't seem to find people that want to be around me, so it gets hard to believe that its not me. Which begs the question is it the way I look or is it just me?
I guess I'll get through this and maybe start feeling better in a day or so if I keep taking care of myself, lose more weight, just stay focused and try not to focus on the negatives. then the positives will maybe become a little more visible. It'll get better...