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DIONNE1972
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Depressed

Sunday, January 06, 2013

Hi All, this Blog post is going to be a bit down, but that is how i am feeling right now. my body seems to be betraying me. the more I do to try and make it healthy, the more my knees hurt, my ankle hurts, ( foot surgery in 2009 the part i thought the surgery was for is fine, the other portion where he did a bone graft hurts like all heck when I run sometimes.) I was supposed to run with a group of ladies on this past saturday morning. Well, we I woke up the temperature was 28 degrees outside. I decided I would go run at the gym. I did my session of couch to 10 K and then did 15 minutes on the elliptical, and 15 minutes on the upright bike. I felt bad because they were outside and I know that I just could not brave that kind of cole. I know I have to give myself credit for the treadmill run and time on the other items, but I feel less than because I was not out there. My mind says I should be able to do these thing, but my body is rebelling. I am only 40 years old and I feel like i am sooo ancient. Sorry for the rant but this is how I feel.
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  • v EXQUISITEDEE
    That's okay girl you are allowed to rant.
    You are doing a great jog. Keep it up.
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    1329 days ago
  • v GYMRAT_AT44
    Talk to yourself like you would talk to a friend...
    1330 days ago
  • v WALKINGMAMMA
    You still went to the gym??? That is a HUGE accomplishment!!!!!!! emoticon
    1330 days ago
  • v JANELMARIESTAR
    I say you went to the gym. Be proud. It sucks that you werent able to be with your friends. Think of it this way I have never had a friend that has wanted to exercise with me it could be worse. Hope your knees and ankle quit hurting. emoticon emoticon emoticon
    1331 days ago
  • v LADYGSC
    It will get better. I pray that your ankle and your foot will heal totally and completely. Remember, when all else fails encourage yourself and if you believe in the power of prayer and God - pray. God is where my help comes from, He has helped me this far and continues to be there for me.

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    1331 days ago
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