Sunday, January 06, 2013
Faith is taking that first step up, even when you can't see the stairs.
Wrapping up the weeks events for myself as followed: I had a nervous break down, then was the victim of "fat statements" in the college student center. After that, I sat through health class learning about the war on obesity and what a disease it is. After this happened, I went home to discover that the student center didn't explain how to navigate the new hybrid classes worth crap, so I've been pestering my cross trainer for help. Assignment after assignment has taken every ounce of time, including exercise time, I have a test tomorrow on Sunday, I'm not done with my health assignment on smoking and obesity yet, I ate a fatening dinner tonight, I haven't slept good for three days, and on top of this I'm sicker than a dog!
I'm still believing its my year for weight loss, and overall success. Why do I still believe? Because there is nothing else to do. Believing and having faith is all I have left. I still know that I'm going to beat this, and I'm not going to quit. There is no point in quitting...because then you just have to start all over again right? I have faith, that with every step I take, a mountain of fat, confusion, stress, or struggle is being moved from my path.
Overall point of my post? To tell you that when things get bad, remember, Keep trying. It's not a requirement, but quitting is not an option.