Friday, January 04, 2013
I’m at a very hopeless feeling place right now. I feel like I have so far to go and absolutely no willpower. I know that it’s a failing on my part… which makes it worse. All I can think is, “if I feel this hopeless now, how bad is it going to be after I have babies and need to lose baby weight?” What I want is to stay dedicated to my goals, develop a willpower for exercising and controlling what I eat, and show myself that this isn’t so hopeless.