Thursday, January 03, 2013
i have been home six months and fell completely off the wieght loss wagon. resuming my single mom lifestyle with work and soon, school. i am so disgusted with myself that i have gained all the weight and inches back. I have no will power and find every excuse not to work out. It was so easy to fall back into the same habits. I cant look in the mirror, because i just get depressed. wow, its much harder in everyday life. How i have the willpower and strength to fight for my country but neither to fight for me. I guess the only thing to do is start over again.