Thursday, January 03, 2013
My boss came over and talked with me last week. He listened and said it would most likely be possible for me to come back part time, but that my position was full time. He said the office manager would have to manipulate the budget to make it work. He was also agreeable to me working from home most of those hours. He went on to say I was the only one he could trust to do this job.
Today I call the office manager and he said that the position has to be full time and that "the boss" (same one who came to my house) said he had to have someone full time and to be there at the office.
So it looks like I have been taken in by the boss again. I don't think I can do it! I have been through a lot of emotional upheaval with this job, one thing was in 2011 they tried to give my job to someone else and that fell through for them.
So I can't take the broken trust and the back-stabbing and always being in the hot seat.
So we will have to tighten our belts more and I will have to be on my husband's insurance, which will cost more a month now.
I cried half the morning, but I thought, "why?" I wanted to quit anyway, so what's the problem?
Turns out the problem will be money. With faith, we can make it. My husband does all right, but we live in the most expensive part of Texas. Wages are higher here, but the cost of living is too.
Thanks for reading this ramble.