Wednesday, January 02, 2013
Well it is day 12 of my time home for the holidays. I had every intention of getting back on track on Monday...unfortunately, Monday came and went, Tuesday came and went, and now Wednesday came and went. I am still not on track. I haven't gotten my water in. I haven't been tracking but I know I am out of my range. I haven't been exercising. I am not doing very well at the moment. I am disappointed but I am not down and out. I will get back on track. I will. I don't know how or when. I want to say tomorrow but I'm not sure. I need to have my kitchen prepared with healthy meals and that isn't done yet. Every day has been so busy and downright exhausting. That's the one thing I hate about the holidays. Christmas is my favorite holiday but the time flies by. Between Christmas, New Years, and then my daughter's birthday on January 9, things get too hectic and stay that way for too long. I am not one that likes a lot of various activities. I like routine and normalcy. I love being at home, which I haven't been very much lately. I feel so disheveled.
I will turn things around but I have to get life back in order before I can get eating in order. I am always so fascinated and inspired by people that can stay focused on their health and such when life throws them curve balls. There are a few spark blogs that I follow that inspire me so. It doesn't matter what some sparkers face, they keep plugging long. Not me. Life gets messy...so does my eating. I hope that one day I can control my emotional eating more. I hope that one day I will be stronger than this. Until then, I will just keep trying. That's all I can expect of myself right now. Just keep swimming. I'll swim out of these jellyfish soon!