I haven't gone to bed yet, which means it's still the first day of the year for me.

I really really really thought about cancelling my spark account today, and right before Iogged on I thought I was going to be logging on in order to shut it down. But no, not yet, I'm not ready to be done with spark. I'm not where I ultimately want to be with my fitness or size of my body. I'm still struggling with getting into a comfortable routine (workout wise), funds and my location are still my main challenges with getting into that perfect space.

2012 was not kind to me in any way....yes I know I've had some super fun moments and I'm super glad that I passed my state licenseing exams, but one of the things that ticks me off the most is this is the least fit I have been in the past 5 years.
I wish that I was able to get the surgery on my feet that I had planned almost a year ago to this day, and by this time could have been completely healed. Health insurance obstacles continue to piss me off.

My vision on food has changed for the large part....just how I view food has been influenced by the paleo movement. Portion control and emotional eating continue to haunt me.

A friend of mine is doing a vision journal for this year, and I think I will be doing the same. I need to think of some concrete goals and that is why I am not deleting spark yet.