Wednesday, January 02, 2013
Well, its been almost a year since I've been here and I must say, I'm pretty disappointed with myself! I've had all the time in the world it seems like to make a change, and instead, I have sabotaged myself and have fallen back to square one :(.
On the plus side, I am here, here to get back on track and kick start my healthy life again! I had to basically hit rock bottom this time for me to finally open my eyes and say, this is not me!!!! I cannot and will not continue down this road of depression and self destruction. This is not me!
I want to be happy. I want to be proud of myself. I want to wake up looking forward to life. I want to be healthy. I want to love me. And in order for all this to happen, it has to start with ME!! Hard work and dedication will pay off in the end, so I need to put every ounce of energy I have into bettering my life!
2013 will be my year for change. Becoming a better person overall and making sure I have time for me! What do I have to lose?? But I have everything good to gain! Out with the old, in with the new!!! I will do this! Its going to be quite the journey, but the reward at the end will be amazing!!!
Lookout world, I'm hear to kick my butt and to change my life!!! One step at a time!!