So I want to wish everyone a very Happy New Year! I know that, that last month of the year was a little hard but hopefully this year will be better. No more tragedies or at least a little less. My New Years Resolutions for this are


1)Be Happy
2)Get good grades.
3)Keep up with this blog
4)Lose weight
5)Keep up a 365 Day Challenge.

So first one. Is to start a blog. Well, this is my blog. I went through many sites I've decide not to do this on Facebook. I could but the thing is many of my friends that are on Facebook no longer speak with each other. So I don't want to bother posting there. It makes me very sad that we no longer speak to each other. Sometimes, I try to contact them but sometimes they don't answer. I sometimes see their facebook pictures and the four are hanging out with each other.

We used to be a group of 5 myself include that would hang out in math class in our senior year at high school and try to hang out with each other out of math class. I always noticed that I was the different one and by that I not trying to sound like a teenager (even if I still am). It's just that they were outgoing. I am the church goer they hate church, Disney watcher, they liked anime, I liked to sing, dance. They hated it. I like medical, they prefer justice but none of that bother me.

I think what bother me is the lack of effort made to keep the friendship after high school. I guess it was like making a New Years Resolution and not keeping it. So going back to why I don't want to post on Facebook it's because they don't know. Of course none of you know me but here I have a new start. Can share what I feel without any reprecussions. Even when I share something on Facebook my friends from Rhode Island which I haven't seen in 7 years are the ones to answer me. I talk to them, they talk to me. I guess the people who I've know for the past 7 years who should know me better than my friends up North weren't really friends. I only have one friend who was never really that close to me that speaks to me without me having to contact her first which sometimes I do. I really appreciate that.

I will try to make new friends this year and I have hope that this year will be good.

Sorry if I don't make sense trying to post everyday.