Tuesday, January 01, 2013
Ugggghhh! It pains me to enter 187 on my weigh in, when my last weigh in on Spark which was in August was 168. 2 vacations, 2 holidays and 19 lbs later here I am. I started 2012 at 196, and almost lost 30 lbs. How am I able to fudge that up? I let go of what was really important, which is taking care of my body, not just my cravings. I am not into new years resolutions but I am in to setting goals. My goal is to stick to this wonderful diet that got me 30lbs down last year. I want to make it to the 150s by May of 2013. I should have been only 9 lbs away, but now I'm 28. Oy! I know I can do it. I'm just going to be kicking myself in the ass for the first few months while I get back down to where I was plateaued for the longest, which is 171-173. I WILL NOT be writing this message again. I will not gain weight like this again, unless there's a child growing in me. 2013, let's do this.